To Mrs. Williams’ surprise and relief, Charles informed her that all social barriers were down, as far as he was concerned. He would take all his me...ls in the kitchen with the staff and work right alongside them in trying to get through this. ‘Oh, sir, you need not do that,’ she said. ‘Yes, I do,’ he replied. ‘I need to keep myself busy. You understand?’ So Charles pitched as best he could. Kathleen and he worked side by side. She liked this idea as she was the one in charge and he was the. When I was younger, a man’s touch would freak me out. It used to make me very nervous. Somehow things have changed. I enjoy a man’s touch. Even one I just met! His touch makes me feel sexy and desired. Is this what Lissette was talking about when she told me about mature sexuality? We sit and talk. He tries to teach me some more words in Spanish. I become aware of some sounds coming from upstairs. Someone moaning. Just a couple of times. I look at Rolando and he also looks. She wasn’t too bad, a bit off tempo and she kept backing up to where she lost the rhythm. The bedroom door muted her voice and the music so he went back to watch and listen while she practiced. He opened her door and stuck his head in, Mandy looked up, smiled an invite then went back to strumming. She was sitting on the end of her bed cross legged wearing a loose light gray top open across the neck, her left shoulder was bare, he could see no bra straps. The top covered her to her waist and. ?We must see what Anne can suggest - but I fear the worst!? He rolled on to his side again and watched as God slid naked under the scented silk sheets of the soft, warm bed he would never share with Her. The soft lighting went dark and he fell asleep, basking in the warmth of the radiator on the wall at his back. CHAPTER FOUR The next morning followed the usual routine. Yawning, God had risen from Her bed, put on a warm dressing gown, and led him downstairs and.