He must be somewhere. Walking from room to room does no good. There are too many people. I spot the drinks tub and pull out a beer. I almost scull the...beer hoping that the drink will calm me down. After a few drinks, I’m feeling free and relaxed. I walk over to the dance floor, or what I think is the dance floor. I find a space and begin to dance. I tune out my surroundings and tune into the music allowing it to connect to my soul. The thud, thud, thud of the base and the rhythm are taking me. I knew better than to challenge him."Use your hand."My hand? I remembered having seen Felicia use her hand at his root. I wrapped my fingers around him and tried to mimic the motions I'd seen her use."Up." He pulled at my arms and forced me to my feet. A rough shove sent me head first into the bed. When I started to scramble up he pulled me back to the floor with my hips. Not a warning, no warm up for me, nothing, he shoved his hand in my back pushing me to the bed. He kicked each of my feet. .. men friends," Jacqui had to admit, "and we did ... well ... more or less everything, except I never let anyone up my arse. I had a girl as a room share for a while as well, and we ... played ... a bit," she added."Good," said Martha, "You will find that here you are to be the same as every other woman on Csadia, a whore. The only question is whether for one owner of for a number of men."Jacqui's worst fears had been realised. Everything Kate had told her about life here was true"Shall I tell. You've got some woman here, Ged." OK," said Ged, moodily. "What is this great truth you have for me Cassie? It had better be better than your previous efforts."He saw Cassie flinch and Catherine bristle, and he immediately regretted what he had said, though he said nothing but gritted his teeth."You don't make it easy," said Cassie plaintively. "This is hard enough for me, without your carping, but anyway I'm leaving tomorrow, and I'll be out of your hair for good. So."She took a deep breath..