His mind denied that, but his body betrayed that mind, screaming to touch her, caress her, possess her.His yammering mind bubbled to the surface long ...nough for him to say “Jasmine ... Sam ... you don’t have to do this. I love you. I’ve always loved you. I just didn’t know how to show it. But you don’t have to do this to get me to love you. I already do.”Her dark eyed stare, so close to his face, transmitted emotion almost like electricity. She licked his lips. “That just makes me want you even. M: No, not at all, I don’t know what you are talking about!Saying this I was about to walk back to the floor, just then she interrupted.S: so you are not looking for fun? *In a commanding voice*. I couldn’t understand what was going on. But I had to act innocent. So I was going to shoot at her, and as I turned towards her, she caught me behind my head and gave me a kiss on my lips.And immediately broke it, and threw the cigarette and asked me to keep quiet and follow her. I was wondering if it. That kiss lasts a good five minutes or more. Then in another minute we are once more going at it without waiting for the bedroom. Erik knows I love it this way so he bends me over the couch again and soon I am screaming as once more my world explodes into stars and fiery sparks. We still want each other just as much - and as often - as we did at eighteen.When we have recovered a little and are holding each other close I say to Erik. "This afternoon YOUR daughter told me why they go to their. .. Call the doctor! Dad ... Can you hear me? You're going to make it. I told them that you were too tough to die. I told them. What happened to you?"Steve is a second year student at state college majoring in engineering. He's a good kid. I'm proud of him. He loves me and can't understand why I couldn't live with his mother. He never saw the vengeful bitch that she is. I never tried to explain it. Maybe, I didn't have to. She wasn't much of a wife, but she was a good mother. The real truth.