I sat the table, took a shower, fixed my makeup, and waited for my son to arrive home.It was 6:00 when my son came in from school. "Glad your home," ... said with tons of excitement in my voice. I said, “go take a shower and come have some dinner. He quickly took his shower and was at the table before I had known it. "That was quick," I said to him. "Yea," he paused and continued, "I didn't have football practice today so I wasn't as stinky," he said jokingly. We both laughed and began. Whom would you have believed in his stead? You are a tall man, powerful both mentally and physically. Karla seems to be a helpless waif, guileless by comparison. Helmut, she would have destroyed you, certainly not by choice because she loves you as well, looks up to you even. But solely because she was being driven by those dark and twisted thoughts and emotions her parents instilled into her. If you are looking for a culprit, you don't have to look any further. And yet, they in turn must have. "Now I'm one of the gang."The girls all giggled and as they were putting their suits back on, Kim said, "So Lisa, do you have a boyfriend?" Not anymore," she said. "I was going out with a guy for about six months, but we broke up." Sorry to hear that," Sally said. "What happened?" Oh, you don't have to be sorry. He turned out to be a jerk. He wanted to get into my pants and I wouldn't let him, so we broke up. I would let him feel me up, but he always wanted more and he just wasn't the one if. Once again we enjoyed each other’s presence and conversation. This time he walked to my car with me. I could see that he avoided being alone with me, so he could gain my trust that he was not a date rapist. Several weeks went by. I had given him my telephone number. He did not call. At the coffee hour in church, we still talked, but it was as though nothing had happened. I thought that perhaps I had hoped for too much. Perhaps, he did not enjoy my conversation as.