K. We met Ian and spoke about the usual topics, film , music and Football. We got talking about a couple of albums and bands. This initiated me to ask...Ian back to listen to an album. I said only rule is we sit back and listen to it in the dark.We got back and Alison directed Ian to 1 end of the sofa. Alison sat in the middle and I was on the end. Now i didn’t put the music up too load as I wanted to hear if anything was starting under my nose. The room was pitch black other than the digital. “You’ll get your chance again,” Tricia said certainly. “It’ll be when we’re all ready to face it.”I nodded and sighed. “I’m sorry to bring everyone down with such shitty news,” I said finally. “I just don’t have it in me to explain it more often than I have to.”“Do you need me to come home early?” Hanna asked, concerned. “I can cut things short here and be back first thing in the morning,” she offered.“No, Love,” I told her, smiling tenderly at her. “You take your time and come back when you’re. Now I guess I am making up for lost time huh? It seems like everywhere I go I end up getting used and fucked. Times have definitely changed since I was younger. My husband loves me and only wanted us to try different things in the sex department but I refused thinking it was not right. But now looking back maybe I should have listened to him and gone along with his desires. Then we‘d possibility still be together. Now here I was, a Saturday night in a college town and at a party full of young. Ghar ki door bell baji. Mai samjh gayi mra best friend shubh ah gaya hai. Maine mre boobs ko adjust kiya taki wo usse dikhe n door khola. Fir hum hall me baithe. Usne mujhe cigarette offer ki. Hum dono hamesha sath me cigrette pete the. Hum dono cigrette pite pite bate kr rahe the.Tabhi shubham mko bht ghur ghur k dekh raha tha. Mai samjh gayi. Fir wo jan buk k ghum ghum k sex ki bate krne laga. Mra bakra ab fhass gaya tha. Fir maine usse bola mai cold coffe banati hu n wo mra computer off.