This was dark. I dreamed of her drowning and not being able to save her.”“Oh no! That’s horrible.”“Yes, it is. I’ve been having really dar... thoughts and now a dark dream. Something is really wrong with me.”“What kind of dark thoughts?”“That loving people isn’t worth it; that caring if I’m loved is wrong. That trying to do the right thing doesn’t matter. Every single person I loved has been hurt by something I did, except Birgit, and she’s dead. Why should I care?”“Oh my God, Steve! That’s not. These are loaded with the members of the cartel leaders’ families, records, and valuables. All other prisoners are taken a safe distance into the jungle. The Swords and Shields withdraw.Just after dawn eighteen helicopters take to the air from seven major compounds. About fifteen minutes after they take off the compounds are rocked by a series of large explosions. Every building and piece of equipment in them is destroyed. At another thirty-seven compounds more explosions destroy everything. You look absolutely stunning as always” “Haha Thanks Brian. So you are fixing computers now?” She took a chair and sat next to me. And crossed her one pantyhose leg over the other. Oh i've missed looking at her pretty legs in pantyhose. “Yea for now. I still don't know what i really want. So this is thru a job agency” “So you are looking for a job? I maybe got a job for you. But it's for me personal” “Well what do i have to do on this job” She got up to get her coffee and sat back down. “It. Tina was very outgoing and friendly, and Sherry struck me as a scared little mouse of a woman. Other than that difference though, they were eerily similar to each other.Why was it that I was so drawn to the one where I had absolutely the least chance of having her appreciating any attention I might want to give her? Why not Tina? She might actually enjoy spending some time going out and doing things with me. Like I said, perverse. I knew it said something bad about my personality and the degree.