Because of myvoice I never spoke to anyone, I never brought anything; I just soenjoyed the clothes I was wearing and the feeling of being feminine inp...blic.Then after five or six visits I got a coffee from the self -serve in thefood court and sat at one of the small tables to drink it.A really gorgeous girl in her mid twenties slid into the seat facing meand leaned close as she said - "You really are very good but your walkneeds some work!"I think my heart stopped for a moment, I know my eyes. I quickly left the house . After this incident I hardly went to karans house. Then after a month or so I had to go to his house for the party he had thrown and being his best friend I had to go there early to help him with his arrangements. I passed shobha several times but didn’t have courage to look at her. Soon party started and soon it was full house. Place became congested and guests started moving out on the terrace. During party I accidentally came face 2 face with shobha. I didn’t know. ..this…They were still in the hallway, She leaned against the kitchen door jamb, but she did not look away. He could see that she was breathing harder now.“You can call me...Jinü, sir...it is not a name, but...a reference to my...current status, sir“Very well, Jinü...Would you like something to drink?“Yes, please..“Then you will need to take you skirt off…He heard her gasp again as he went past her, into the kitchen. He could hear her starting to undress while he selected a bottle of wine.. It’s been too long. I dropped to my knees as the euphoria took hold of my body. It raced through every vein, electrified every nerve, awakened every muscle, and sank its dopamine into the darkest depths of my mind. Her lips opened against mine, and poured her sweet kiss into my mouth. I felt myself melting into her, leaning toward the promise that lay between her lips, but I resisted. I’d resisted her before, I’d cast her out before, I could do it again. She parted from our kiss, her eyes.