Theywere constantly putting her down no matter how good her work was, so herself-confidence was always taking a beating. Plus, her boss failed topolic... these conflicts or back her up. All the power seemed to rest withher male associates and they would not let Michelle exert any control ormake decisions outside of her own laboratory. So she was torn betweenloving her work and hating her associates. But she was determined not tolet them drive her from what she had sought for so many years.Luckily. Knowing she was near just made me want more. I hope she didn’t have a guy with her and she would come in and help me. “Sarah?” she said in a soft drunken voice. I wasn’t familiar with this voice. It was so sweet and innocent. Normally when she talked it was a strong sexy voice with a sound of 'you can’t touch this'. “Sarah? Are you here?” she sounded depressed. I jumped out of bed trying to pull myself together. “Yes! Amy, what is wrong?” I was worried maybe some guy hurt her. I had always. I said, “Don’t make a sound. Those men in there are serious gangsters and they are dangerous. I made a deal with their boss to save your ass from a serious beating or possibly worse. I know all about your gambling debt and I’ve been using my cunt to buy you some time.”The look on my husband’s face went from one of surprise to a look of guilt and then fear.I said, “I promised to let them film me in ten different scenes for the porn films the Bossman produces. I have been doing two a week for the. It seemed like as soon as I thought of some spot he might touch to give me pleasure, he was already moving to make it happen. The intensity of it all was almost more than I could withstand but even as he took me too far too fast, I wouldn’t allow myself to slow us down for fear the good feelings would stop with it...”She was interrupted by Jane. “I think you are all missing the most important fact about all of this. Carl, by some fickle decision of fate, has inside of him the one single thing.