To use her words while she confessed to me well before our first adventure, "I like sucking cocks almost as much as being fucked". For me, I loved wat...hing my wife sucking a big cock just as much as watching her copping a good fucking and more so if the cock she had her mouth over exploded. It was one of my biggest fantasies to see another man ball my then wife as he wanted, making her his for the night, or day for that matter. The thought of seeing my hot wife freely giving herself to others. ?Ido sometimes wish I?d been brought up a girl, that I?d like all the girlystuff, all that.?I looked at her and smiled and said, ?really? You don?t seem like the typeto second guess yourself.??I don?t, not really. I mean, I?m not a total dyke. I shave my legs andpits, even when I?m not filming.? She raised her arms for me to see, eventhough she was currently filming something. ?I?ve fucked dudes, always ontop. I won?t turn down the occasional dick, but I?m mostly a ?no thanks? onkissing guys. I. "Maybe I can find a real job. Something steady." Oh, Honey, I appreciate your offering, but I'm afraid that still wouldn't be enough." Then what... ?" I don't know. With Terry leaving and the cutbacks, I have no hope of making enough at the office. I've been wracking my brain for a solution, but so far, I've drawn a blank." Hmmmm," I mused as she quickly undressed. Bad economy or no bad economy, she wanted that physical reassurance but it also made me begin to wonder. Minutes later as she. After a couple times I feel him get the idea and he starts working his hips in and out of me. Ohh fuck john ooh thats it baby fuck your mom pound my pussy he jerks and I feel him cum in me at the same time I do and we ly there on the floor in a poll of sweet and sex. I snap out of it and get up .I sit on the couch and cry unable to understand why I cant control my sex urges. I knew I need someone to fill in for my husband. Someone that would not tell him or anyone else. Maybe if I found someone.