We sat holding hands and talking in whispers and not being as hunger as we though we would be… not at least for what was on the table. Toward the en... of the meal I knew we needed to talk… and I ask, “Do we need to talk about the kiss?” Her eyes looked down and for a long moment there was silence… and quietly she said, “I know you’re married… and I am all but… a six year engagement and living together pretty much qualifies.” Quietly I replied, “I know.” She frankly said, “I don’t know what I. Kev then,upon hearing my orgasmStops and pulls out of Rays ass, and without touching his visibly pulsatingCock, shoots 3 ropes of cum that fly over Rays back and hits meIn the stomach,followed immediately by 2 more that land between Rays shouldersAnd finally the last 3 ropes land on his ass cheeksRay sees Kevs cum trickle down on my belly and licks it offKev slumps forward onto Ray and licks his own cum off Rays backI look toward the stairs where Kevs mom isAnd she has her head thrown back in. Those times I didn't, I would quietly walk up the stairs, pick up the paper, and throw it by the door.One day when I collected, Cindy's mom praised me. "I hear you toss the paper and miss, then I hear you go up the stairs very quietly and retrieve the paper. Cindy never wakes up, and I appreciate that." And, each Christmas, her mother would give me a dollar for the calendar, saying "Merry Christmas, this is from all of us." One year, it was Cindy who took the calendar and gave the dollar. Cindy. I want to apologize for trivializing your feelings about Susan and Tara. I finally understand your reluctance to have anything to do with them.Please note that I’m not apologizing for pushing you to forgive them. I still think I was right about that part. But I’m sorry for thinking your feelings were unjustified.Leah cleared that up for me. That’s for sure.But just like you told me once, my feelings aren’t necessarily rational but it doesn’t change them.I feel betrayed by my sister. But I also.