I followed along behind, feeling like I was invisible and getting a real voyeuristic thrill at the thought. I took my time going upstairs, stopping to...turn lights off and found them lying side by side on the bed kissing and rubbing each other's backs. The lighting was subdued, we had planned it earlier that day, but left plenty of light to see details. I sat down in an easy chair to one side of the bed and hitched my skirt up. The chair was in shadow compared to the bed, the idea was to make me. “You desire the mark of your master?”Again she nodded her assent, mouth unable to form the words in the mixture of fear and excitement. Her heart beat a little harder and faster, knowing the moment was approaching quickly.“You remember the word?”Her mind wandered and distractedly, she watched the play of the strong spotlight on the shiny leather as it moved with his speech. It was as if she had switched off somewhat, a preservation of sanity perhaps, a detachment, so that she didn’t have to. Dad took a deep breath and said, “You know grandma is living with uncle Greg and Becky decided to walk out for good.” Dad paused and said, “Things are not going well for Greg right now, and since you are a trained nurse I think you will be able to care for your grandma better.” Dad continued, “You know grandma just had her surgery so she cannot travel but then you need to bring grandma back here with you.” That night I called my supervisor at her home and explained. Taklif hoti hai par kya kare”…. Jyada experience na hone ke waja se mai is bat ko aage nahi bada paya bus itana bola ki “Kisi chij ki jarurat hon to bolna”.. Ye bol ke hum dono shant baithe rahe. Operation chota tha isiliye doctors 25 min me hi mom ko bahar leke aaye aur rest karne ko kaha.. Mom ko anesthesia ka aasar tha isiliye behosh thi. Mai aur kala aaju baju baithe the..Maine uske paro ko aapna pair se chune laga aur harkate karne laga… Uske taraf se bhi response mil raha tha… Mai khud pe.