If we love each other how can we not be faithful," I said."Please try to understand. Sometimes I need what you can't give me. You are a sweet, gentle ...over and ninety-nine percent of the time that is all I need. But the one percent is my undoing. I can't help myself and I wouldn't go through another painful divorce. And certainly not a hurtful divorce with what I now realize is the only man I have ever actually loved," she said.The discussion went on like that for an entire evening. I did not. Her dress was slightly torn as she slid downto the floor, her sister rushing to her and pulling her up into a hug.?He raped me,? she cried, ?and told me if I valued my job I shouldn?ttell a soul, not even you.? The girls sat together for hours and sobbed. Clarissa lifted her face with her palms softly and said, ?Don?t worry, Iwill make him pay, I promise when I?m done with him, no one will everknow there was ever a Scott McMasters.?So now she sat watching him cross the street with his smug. I immediately set about doing the work I'd been hired for and a couple of hours later, I was finished. Just as I was going to tell Sue I'd gotten done, she appeared at the back door of the house with a nice frosty glass of lemonade."Oh, you're finished already?" Sue asked with a tone of voice that made me think she was genuinely surprised that I'd finished and was just about to tell her I was leaving. "I made some fresh-squeezed lemonade for us if you'd like to come inside and enjoy a glass. I remained on the chair, still looking as I told her I thought it was one of the most erotic sights of a woman, and how I'd liked that view ever since I could remember."So you're a boob guy, not a leg guy then!"I told her I thought a lot of guys were boob guys. I considered that I took it to another level as I loved everything to do with them too. Paula looked up at me and asked what I meant by that. I explained I had an unusual liking for bras too, not wearing them, I added quickly.Paula.