.. I felt miserable, thoughts of never being with her again poisoned my mind. I masturbated more than ever thinking of Carrie. I would rub my cock raw...sometimes. It hurt to masturbate but I never stopped....until..... I'm not sure how it happened but one day in study hall a girl asked me out. Gina. She was a cute girl, long curly blonde hair, had big front teeth, she was fair skinned (like me), taller than me by four inches, she had very thick hips, legs, and calves but a very thin upper body. I didn’t know much about wheat, but I could drive and repair the machinery that was used to do the harvesting. The widow was Diane Harness, she was about 40 years old. Her husband Rich has been killed about a year ago. He was driving a tractor on a hillside and it tipped over. Rich was thrown and the tractor rolled over him. Diane had twins, Joy and Roy that were a little younger than me, about 20. They were hard workers, but the farm needed another hand. That was me. The job was only supposed. For the next three years after Megan was born, Emily and I stayed quite close. We took care of our daughter and still got our homework and chores done every night.Liz and Mom helped so much with Megan as well. While we were in school, they took turns caring for her. This allowed us to finish with some very good grades.When Megan was two years old, Heather graduated and went off to college on a full scholarship. When she called home, she didn't care how the rest of us were doing until she heard. But she seemed clueless. For about six months after that, Devyani and I had sex regularly at least once or twice a month. I loved taking pictures of her naked, especially when she was sucking my cock. Often, we videotaped the action, and Devyani kept the whole collection in a strong box at her apartment. I have one tape hidden at my house, of us fucking in her parents’ bed, but I was constantly afraid that my wife was going to accidentally find it one day and all hell would break loose. Maybe.