.. One really petite redhead in massively high heels catches myeye, she looks exquisite as far as my restricted vision can tell, butthen there's a tal... dark skinned lady who looks more appropriate, or asurprisingly curvy asian woman, or a woman with long black hair and asilver laugh, or maybe for ironies sake, the imposing platinum blonde...My biggest problem is right now... I want any of them just to step up andtake me.. dominate me... it's driving me wild. And I'm beginning to hatethis. I know grab my maids dress out of the closet. It is areally nice dress that fits tight up top but is very frilly down below.It comes just below my garters but if I bend over, you can see them! Iwalk back to my bag and grab my pumps. These particular pumps have a 5 ?"spike heel and a 1 ?" platform. I love these shoes! I head back to thebathroom realizing it's almost 6:30! I sit and begin applying my make up.Once I am satisfied with my looks, I place my wig on, check myself in themirror and off. Lisa and Lauren joined me and Kevin, and because they were there, Billy’s girlfriend (and my ex), Ellie, also joined us. But Lisa had asked Lee to the dance over the weekend, and they were sitting together at a different table, leaving me with two loved-up couples who were doing their best not to rub it in my face but not quite succeeding. I ate as quickly as I could and left them feeding each other chips.I didn’t fancy going in the common room, which was always full at lunchtime. I’d have to. . uh ... crotch."Ostand winced. "The Deputy Mayor," he said softly, shaking his head. "The fucking Deputy Mayor is vic number eight. As soon as the press gets hold of this, the whole thing's gonna come out. And what do we have for suspects? Nothing."Tuesday 13 MayHe had sworn to himself he wouldn't ever visit the park again.Then he swore to himself he would only stay for a minute.Then he swore he wouldn't sit down at the benches nearest the swing sets.But ... oh, they were lovely. Little girls,.