But today all I can see is her backside in loose-legged shorts, pointing towards me, inviting the baton. Yes we mess around in the showers after a rac..., just slapping with towels mostly, the occasional grope, but no heavy lesbian stuff. But now all I can think about is pushing this baton into her slippery cunt from behind and forcing her to climax on it. The small crowd yelling “Jasmine” brings me back to the present, and the handover goes OK, the next girl racing off down the track – her. I can't find it. The answer--how to atone for the crimes I committed as a hitokiri. I can't find it!(Oibore looks at him for a long moment.)Oibore: Is that so. Even with your weak, confused heart, you won't let go of what you're holding so tight in your hand... (Kenshin looks down at the sword.)Oibore: You lose what's most precious to you... exhaust yourself body and soul. But if you have something you can't bring yourself to throw away, whatever anyone says, that's your only truth.There's one. This eventually lead to thinking about Nolan and his hold on my affections. Denial is a strong place. I liked harboring there while working my ass off waiting for some sign that Nolan would at least give me a raise, let alone marry me and whisk me off to France for a honeymoon. Last night only proved that he doesn’t want to go with me to France. He doesn’t want to date me. He doesn’t want me. Realizing hopes and dreams were smothered, I bit back tears while pulling apart the broken plywood of. I had so many sensations going on at the same time, it was difficult to know what part of my body wasn’t in ecstasy. All my nerves were on fire and it felt as though my brain was fizzing with electrical energy. It was truly amazing.The tongue at my anus pushed its way inside, gently probing. After a minute or so, I felt a finger enter as well, which made me jump. She was very gentle, and I soon got used to the sensation. In fact, I was rather enjoying it.‘My turn,’ one of the girls.