” I replied.As I pressed the buttons to lower and close my legs, and it did, I decided not to tell Pedro that the machine had gone crazy all on its ...wn. I smiled and wondered if I could get it to do that again the next time that I went there; or maybe it would do it with some other unsuspecting girl on it.Pedro put his hand out to steady me as I got off the machine and I held on to it for a couple of seconds to make sure that I was okay. Then I said,“Right, what’s next. ….. Oh yes, crunches and. ."As I start telling them I walk toward the kitchen, and instead of moving aside when I take a step toward them they just stand there, staring. So I turn and go the long way through the dining room. Well, at least they can't keep staring at my tits this way."And you knocked it into the sink..." Bill completes my sentence. "Well, that ain't so hard to fix. Just take off the sink trap; you probably could have done that yourself." Well, it went into the disposal side, actually." Now I'm standing. ”“You think Scarlet will let us keep any of their clothes, too?”Elsie got even more amped, “I hope so. That would be so amazing. Free clothes!” Both girls squealed and jumped together.Their money spent and with plans made for the following day, they decided to trek back home in the hot, humid afternoon. The sticky air hit them as they shoved the exterior door open and they groaned in unison. Brie shaded her eyes from the bright afternoon sun and Elsie flipped her sunglasses down. As they. The only solitude I have is in darkness — the darkness of my own thoughts and in the writing of these words. My soul is charred with tainted thoughts — constantly I find it wasting away into nothingness, therefore securing the personality of a less than human creature. I find myself screaming on the inside, unable to break free of my pain. I wear a mask of contentment that grows weaker; my smile however happy it may appear is a charade- a fake twitch of the muscles for my audience. I feel.