She felt the impulse to reach out to his pants and begin, but he hadn't commanded it yet, and instinctively, she knew she had to await his order.The C...llar was on it's highest setting, right where Lilly has left it. Sitting this close to it, in the car, Brian was getting a little feedback from it, too, and he felt a little of the good feelings it generated by just knowing that he was in control. Control of the car, control of himself, and control of this junkie whore sitting next to him.That. Thursday was recovery day where very little happened. Hubby was at work and my young daughter was at school. Being winter in Australia meant that it was quite cool outside and the breeze from the hills was quite nippy. I suggested that we all hop into the hot spa at the back of the house for a relaxing dip. With no neighbors nearby, we all disrobed and enjoyed the pulsing water jets on our bodies. My son Harrison (Harry as my readers know him) phoned up in the early evening to invite all of us. I closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep but kept the music in my mind hoping to fend off any further nightmares. I certainly didnt want to be with the next guy on the football team. The next time I opened my eyes it was 8:30 in the morning and I sat up and grabbed my phone. I dialed Elizabeths number and listened to it ring four times before going to her voicemail. I then thought about it a few minutes and decided it would be okay for me to call her mom so I dialed that number. Her mom. " Benson said."Hasn't the threat of bringing in Allison and others been used to get her to look for a deal?" I asked."We think she abused Ms. McGruder when the victim was 17. That will put her away for a long time." Detective Tucker said looking to Allie who was near tears again. "That would mean her name would never come out." Listen", Allie spoke up, "I don't need my family, my friends, my employer, anyone finding out about this. I may have been a victim, but I was there for 6 years of what.