It felt like heaven for a minute until reality hit that id just cummed after less than 5 minutes of kissing and no skin to skin contact, i froze up ag...in as we pulled away from each other, she knew exactly what had happened and gave me a cheeky smile, and suggested i needed to go clean up in the bathroom again, i took an extra 10 minutes to try clear my head, and went back out to her stood at the drier. I walked over thinking i looked a complete idiot, i needed to get the hell out of there and. She asked if dad had left yet and i said yea. Then i asked her if she was ok. I Saw her eyes start to water and she put her head on my chest and started to cry. I hugged her for a while and then kissed he forehead, then her cheek. Then she lifted her head up and gave me a peck on the lips. This surprised me so i sat there and looked into her beautiful blue eyes. Then her and i leaned in and gave each other a passionate kiss for what seemed like forever. She put her head back on my chest and i. I retraced my steps back until I got to the spot where I got out of the last car that gave me a ride. I couldn’t find it and wondered if it dropped out of my pocket while I was in the car. There was no one I could call and ask for help so I was on my own. I was depressed and didn’t want to continue my journey so I began hitch hiking back home. I didn’t have a home to go to but I wanted to get back to some familiar surroundings. I was having a difficult time catching a ride and it took two days. "I am curious about your feelings." I don't really know," I said finally. "How would you feel if yourgirlfriends knew? Would that make you feel uncomfortable." I guess we are both swimming in uncharted waters," Marissa said. "But Iam happy to be in them with you." Me too."We kissed, and retired to the kitchen to make dinner together.For the next several days, we had similar conversations each evening.However, despite the doubts we both were having, I was feeling very muchthat I wanted to push.