Kowsalya: you useless slave…. You never enter my house like this,,,,…(she point out me with her finger)Me: I didnt understand mistress…. What th...s?She slapped me… And toldKowsalya: with your dress you idiot….I got shocked but somehow I was happy become nude in front a girl… But I got fear too… It is an luxury apartment there was a camera too…. Anyone can sees me….Me: mistress there is a camera and another apartment too …..She got angry and come closer to me tore my shit from my color and. Just like when I was a test pilot, I needed to maintain my focus every moment, or I’d die. A slip up might not be fatal in this case, but it will affect a heck of a lot more people. Don’t worry about me.” Eric glanced at the project manager, raising his brow. “I’ll be fine, though I’ll do better with a little more support.”“We’re here. You can discuss your need for encouragement with the regional director. I’m sure he’ll be glad to consider it.” He laughed as the two carts pulled to a stop. The. I was pushing 40 and long gone was my “twinkiness.” I was exclusively watching gay or transsexual videos/pictures. I became obsessed and confused. I’m not sure if I was being brainwashed, but my feminine side was clawing its way to the surface and my thoughts were changing. I knew there was zero chance of ever following through with a transition. Of course I wouldn’t get breast implants. Of course I wouldn’t take hormones. Of course I wouldn’t leave the house dressed like a woman. First off,. She made fun and tried to act like she had something on me. Then she said, I quote. “Rub my feet and I wont tell anybody.” I told her “No way.” She then said “Oh please…” I still refused. “If you be nice, I’ll be nice.” She said, making it seem like we would be on much softer terms and more lighthearted also. She made sure of her friendly entertainer like personality. So in jest I pretended like this would certainly be a chore, and I hoped she wouldn’t sense my crotch expanding in my.