She shook her head morosely and I did not have to ask what it meant."Then why don't you tell him what you feel?" Hah. He would not look at me now. Too...much water under the bridge, and too many lines on this face."This was just too much. My Mother, who had always been — I don't know — an irresistable force of nature, was reduced to an ordinary person, revealing her weakness in front of me. I could not cope. Silently I rose, and stepped towards the door, intending to be gone before she raised her. "I think I see." A slow flush crept up the boy's cheeks, but he didnot look up from his book to respond. "Would you like to touch them?" she asked gently. "What?!" Josh's voice was tinged with both excitementand suspicion. "Do you mean..." He trailed off. "Yes," Jo Beth nodded. "It might help you get over itif I just let you touch them. Don't worry-" she smiledagain- "I don't mind." Josh swallowed. Hard. He then nodded slowly. "Okay, then," Jo Beth said crisply. "Come over here." Josh rose. I took a deep breath and opened them up. And sure enough, there was a picture of James kissing another girl, another picture of her giving him a blow job and another of him fingering her. Honestly, how did Emma even get these? I knew she had stalker tendencies, but this? I was grateful, but jeez, even my best friend managed to surprise me. I sighed and texted James again telling him he needed to call me urgently, that I had huge news. I got to work on my history homework to distract me from my. When the rear door swung open, I stepped forward to look inside the darkened interior."Are you Jill?" I was asked. As I said yes, a hand reached out and dragged me in before I could react.In seconds, I was gagged, and some kind of mask pulled over my eyes.There was someone on each side of me holding my arms and I was helpless.Then my arms were bound above my head to the head restraint, by some soft material. I did not attempt to resist. This was obviously some kind of initiation — I hoped. Were.