There is no way this monstrous slab of meat is going any farther into my mouth than it has already. I’m struggling to handle what I have in my mouth...now!He let me work on his cock for several minutes before he pushed my head away as if he was disgusted with my inept attempt to suck his cock. He brusquely ordered me to stand.I’m not looking forward to what comes next but I’m more than happy to stop choking on his big cock. I got to my feet and stepped back, wiping the tears from my eyes with the. I was working nights at a major UPS sorting center and days I had a remodeling, painting, misc. repair business I took care of mostly alone, at times i had help when i had something i could not do alone. UPS was only part time, the only position they offer to their sorting center employees, but it was ideal because it was union and as a part time employee I still was given completely free health insurance for the whole f****y, and my ex had 3 k**s that were not mine and it covered them too.. When I was asked to do a feature the director just came right out with it, and why not, I just had to look over my shoulder and see a thousand beautiful young women banging on his door to be given the opportunity to sample fame and fortune.I had always thought I would be different or at the very least, make a difference, how that notion disappears when you are asked to take your knickers off in front of a group of strangers, and do things, you once only thought were private.I read the script,. ’ ‘Why not?’ ‘I haven’t found one yet. I’ve dated, but no one interested me. So I’m still looking.’ ‘What are you looking for?’ ‘I am looking for someone to spend the rest of my life with. Someone I could love with all my heart.’ ‘What’ll she be like?’ ‘I don’t know. I haven’t found her yet.’ The day was lazy and after eating and not having slept much the night before, we stretched out and took a nap. The wind picked up and blew the clouds across the sun. A shiver woke me up. I nudged Kathy..