" Yeah, yeah, I'm ready," I said. I tried to sound convincing, for me and for her. She took my hand and led me upstairs. She was in charge now.I watch...d her butt sway from side to side as we made our way slowly up and to the bedroom. God she was beautiful, I thought. It was going to be a tough few hours for me to get through. Real tough.The chair was set several feet from the queen-size bed we had shared for so long. It had not been there earlier, and it was new, heavy, and oaken. "Dex, would. I felt helpless and powerless, so I did the onlything I could do; I cried. Dana held my head in her lap stroked my hair. Iwasn't crying like before. I was silently mourning my old self. "What do we do?" Murphy asked. I wiped my eyes and said the onlything that came to my mind. "Give me three days and I will tell you."Chapter 3 - Rebirth My friends didn't see me for the next few days. The only time they sawme was when they brought me meals and I didn't' allow them in the room. I'msure they were. What’s the plan? Are you going out somewhere? A movie perhaps?Me: No. I will be home for the whole day. I am too lazy.Silence.Me: Hey, why don’t you join me tomorrow? I am bored here. You can give me company. Right?Her: Hahaha. How can I do that? What will I tell my husband? He won’t allow me.Me: Tell him you are going to meet your friend or something. I am really bored in here. Please.Her: No. I can’t. I am sorry.I was pretty disappointed and angry that night. But I still had hopes.Morning I. Maine kaha wo raat mei ek hi bed pe sote hai ek dushre ko bahut pyar karte hai wo boli pyar to hum bhi aapko karte hai maine kaha wo wala pyar nahi wo dushri tarha ka pyar hota hai so ushne kaha kis tarha ka pyar to maine kaha room mei chalo mei batata hu hum room mei gaye maine ushe kaha aapne kapre nikalo to wo bolo aapke shamne maine kaha haa wo boli nahi mei nahi nikalugi to maine kaha ok tumhe jaana ahi hai wo pyar kaise hota hai wo boli jaana hai lakin mujhe sharam aati hai to maine kaha.