I was almost in tears when you didn't answer a whileago."Or have asked her to tell him every detail about what it was like togive birth or nurse a chi...d and confess that he would do anything, bearany pain, to experience such things.The two remained close and continued their telephone chats, but thetruth was that Janice was somewhat ambivalent about the new Terry. Sheenjoyed their talks as much as ever, but she sensed his desire to becoaxed into femininity; to be encouraged and shown the way by. Maybe after six years they would have dissipated, but I was wrong. I tried to move on. I tried dating other girls, but the whole time all I could think about was you. All I could think about was how I wanted to kiss you, hold your hand, cuddle up during a movie, and talk politics with you. How I wanted to make love to you in every way a man can, and curl up with you afterwards. I have wanted to tell you for so long…’ ‘Then why didn’t you Adam? Why did you ignore me instead of go after me?’. I grinned as I think she was the only one who truly knew about us outside this house.“Yes, I think he would, he loves me very much,” I said.Lindell nodded and sat thinking for a bit. “Do I have to fuck him, too?”“Not if you don’t wish to. But I won’t give him up, either,” I told her clearly.“Can I move in?” she asked, surprising me.“You wish me to marry you?” I asked.Lindell shook her head, “No, that would make my father happy. I’d just like to make him stew, as I grew big with our child. For. ." Really? I thought you were going to kill me." Nah, actually it was kind of funny. So that was your first tit-touch, right?" Yeah, it was."She thought for a moment and smiled."I'm glad it was me." Remember our apartment? You practically had a revolving door for the guys back then..." Yeah, well, blonde hair and nice boobs do get the guys going." I used to hear you with them, laughing, giggling, moaning..." I know! I couldn't shut up!" I whacked off sometimes, while you and whoever were doing.