A woman's scent." That wascertainly true. Men's fragrances were made from herbs and spices. Women's from flowers. This one was a rich, heady floral...bouquet oflilacs, armfuls of them, deeply feminine. Why on Scott? BecauseI didn't want him to be able to smell the man-smell on me. Andthen I realized slowly, because I didn't want him to smell like aman either. Not now. Not so soon after Craig. Not likecompetition for Craig, as if Craig was his rival. I didn't wantany residual manly after. You have been ill and illpeople say funny things. Now can you promise me something?" Yes ma'am, anything. You have been so kind." All right Sarah. I want to promise me that you will never ever say thatyou were once a boy and that you will enjoy with all your heart theblessings that god has given you and try to be the best girl possible." That is easy ma'am. I am a girl and I am happy to be one for ever. Ionly wish that my mother could see me now and be happy that I am safe." I am sure that she. Why those girls had blushed and stammered.This was where Uncle Bob brought girls to fuck them!!!She felt conflicting emotions. First was panic. She was a virgin and hadn’t even thought about letting anybody pick her cherry. Well, okay, there was that short time last night, after Boo had shot his spooge on her that she wondered what that might feel like inside her body.But the panic was pushed aside by the realization that ... Uncle Bob, her handsome favorite grown up man in the whole wide. Anyway, I am fifteen years old now! Only one more year until I am sixteen and I get a car! I wish :). This year I got some skirts and outfits I asked for and some really radical posters for my room. Oh yeah, I got some CDs too. My best friend, Lisa, also took me to the mall for a birthday bash. It was a pretty awesome birthday. Sunday, Sept. 15 Tomorrow is a big day for me. First day of school at Washington High. I am kind of excited about being a freshman in High School. All my old friends.