Nothing to do I gave the dupatta to Priya and all people looked at me once I removed the dupatta and chaiwallah were laughing, I feel very humiliated ...nd then he handed me the chai. I sipped the chai and told him what is this, this is very cold and thrown it on his face, and all were stunned to see my action. Padma aunty came near me and took my hair by her hand and said “Randi you were still behaving like a rich bitch we need to treat you a lesson again, the chaiwallah face turned red with. " So?" She was with a young guy. At least 15 years younger than her." prompted Dean."Maybe it was her son or some other relative," Percy commented."Oh no, this was no relative. They were all over each other. They were both hot and horny." Interesting! The widow appears to have gotten over her grief very quickly." Percy thought.Dean continued, "There was one more thing. They were spending money like a couple of drunken sailors."Percy thought for a minute. "She was from New Your State if I. " You mean you don't want to follow Sara? You trust her?" No I don't trust her. I don't know what I would do in the same situation. Look, give me a few days to think about it." Ok, think about it, mom will take your kids to if you want her to."I left him there and went back to work. I really couldn't think and felt down in the dumps. Jean was doing most of the work and she asked what was going on but I didn't tell her the truth. After work I stopped at a bar I knew some of the old high school. The clincher for me was when one of the councilorstold me I could become an outcast if I become a Christian, and I laughedat her. I told her I already was one, so what did I have to lose?Afterward, I was a little upset with myself for letting my guard down,but maybe now it won't matter.They told me to pray, and that God can do anything, so maybe God willtake away this desire to be a girl. They gave me a Bible to read so Icould learn about God and Christ and all that, and invited me to come.