She forced herself to remember the route back to the hotel, and later to remember where her room was.The whole time his words kept echoing in her brai.... "I'm not going to kiss you, I'm not going to do ... what I'm dying to do."She threw herself on the bed, and still she heard the echoes, though they were not his words, really."I'm not going to kiss you ... I'm not going to stroke your neck ... I'm not going to touch your chest ... I'm not going to squeeze your boobs ... I'm not going to. ”When I sat back up, Sam was leaning back with a ten-dollar bill in his hand, and he said, “Fuck, Justin, if you’re going to be a cock sucker, I might as well get my turn too. I’m missing Suzie’s sweet pussy, and she’s never sucked my cock and swallowed like you just did for Darrell and Tyrone, and she’s damn sure never sucked my ass. Lay back, man, I want what you did for Darrell.”Sam straddled my head, facing my feet, and pressed his big, white testicles to my mouth. His balls are the size of. She took of her clothes and slipped between the covers. As she lay there, she remembered the cigarettes and she got up to get one. She clumsily peeled off the wrapper, opened the pack, and slipped one out. She loved the way the cigarette felt between her fingers. She smelled the tobacco. For some strange reason, she was feeling a little turned on as she sat at the little table in her room and lit her cigarette. The smoke felt very familiar considered how infrequently she smoked and made her. “Its hard to breath” I whispered. “I know” she said. “We have to quit talking or they are going to hear us”. As she spoke, I could feel her breath on my neck. We were both a little sweaty and I noticed how good she smelled. Little did I know that this simple game of hide and seek would turn into the first sexual experience of my life. I wrapped my arms around her and gave her a hug, like I had done a million times before. I liked the way she felt against me. “I love you” she said. “I love you.