Hestarted to take it off and throw it away. However, something made himstop. I am a man of my word; I promised I would wear it, so I will. Ifnothing e...se it will serve as a reminder never open my heart to anotherwoman. It took another couple of minutes to compose himself. Jack'sfeelings of abandonment overwhelmed his emotions, they swung fromsadness, fear, sorrow, to self-pity and finally settled in an overridding burst of anger. For the first time in his life, Jack felt theneed for a. The car set off to their ‘base’ of operations, Liam’s basement and home. Clearing her throat, she glanced over at Laura again. She looked relaxed, happy and at ease with herself. ‘Do you have what you need for the procedure?’ She turned her blond head, dropping it against the head rest and pondered the question. ‘To be honest, not really. It is probably best I do it tomorrow, when I have all my tools and a little anesthetic. Unless you like pain.’ Emma shook her head, ‘No thanks. I don’t like. I let him get dressed and I put my jacket back on. We sat down on the couch together.He did seem sincere. I didn't even know what to do now and couldn't have pictured it turning out this way."So," I began. "What now?" I laughed nervously. He took my hand."I can promise you there's no one else, you can even go through my phone if you want." Okay, hand it over." Wait, seriously?" Yes. I want to see what you were saying to Tamara."He handed me the phone and I scrolled through his messages on. Usually i don't mind it, i just hide in my room watching porn and reading books, sometimes reading porn books; but this year is different. We have a new addition this year and they get their own little room, leaving us one room short; so this year i get to share a room, how fun.The car putters to a halt in the driveway. There are no other cars here yet, not that they will be far behind; "we" make it a point of pride to be here earlier than everyone else.Silently i get out of the car, i can hear.