It will be about sex John. We would have a woman mistress, but she may make you do it with men. Can you cope with that?"I was silent for a long time, ...ooking deep into my own thoughts. Then I looked her in the eyes. They were full of love, concern and hope. She could do it with women, would be doing that far more than I would likely do with men. "It... repulses me, but I think I understand what you mean about giving yourself over. I think I could get to that place. I'd never like it, but I. Said the c***d was probably his which is funny since Alice does four other customers a night. Alice is getting old and I would have to get rid of her soon anyway. Told Joe he could marry Alice with my blessing under the condition that he named his first daughter Patricia after me. (Postscript: Durango County Census Records from 1892 show that Joe and Alice Seward had three c***dren, the first was a girl named Patricia, a second a girl Patti, and a boy name Patrick)October 17, 1878- Recently. Rob bought 3 large mats that worked like cutting blocks in the field and Sul bought a matching sharpening steel for her.Rob started by buying Mary a feather down comforter. I bought a quilt rack so the comforter could be displayed during the warm months. Sul and Art were at a loss, so I suggested flannel sheets. Neither of them had ever slept in them so we went to see them. We each bought two sets for stocking stuffers, but were no closer to solving Sul and Arts problem. Then Art spied some. I had been with the most beautiful guy in school for Christ’s sake. Not to mention the fact that my own looks were fit for a Calvin Klein ad as well. I was far out of that ugly geezer’s league!…Enough! I stepped out of the shower and cleared my head of impure thoughts. As I dried off my athletic body I slowly became at ease again. After I put on a clean set of clothes I walked down the stairs and head to the kitchen. The impressions of that afternoon had stoked my appetite. Hastily I put some.