Michael needed to hire someone, and he needed to not think about fucking the girl he hired 24/7. Michael stared at the plain girl in front of him, she...didn’t wear any makeup, her shirt was button up to her neck and her skirt was practically a tent. “You’re hired,” he said and watched as her face lit up in joy. “Wow, thank you so much! I really appreciate—” “You can start tomorrow, I’ll be out until around 1:30, so come in at 2pm.” As he shook her hand and watched as she left he was confident. Phir man mein soch liye aaj hi kar sakta hun cause yeh mauka dobara nahi aaega , phir kya tha usska wait karne laga , voh aai lunch time ke theek pehle , meine poocha “leele, u r late today , its nearly lunch time noe “, voh boli ‘”sir plzz mujhe dekh lijiye aaj dard bahut zyada hai ” i said “ok ,dont worry u will be fine” meine kaha ” kahan hai dard ” ussne kaha “sir thighs ke beech mein ho raha hai , 2 days pehle pair mudh gaya tha shayad uski vajah se hi ho raha hai” phir mein ussko andar. I wrestled with my emotions for the better part of the day. Each time I started for the door, I chickened out. This fear inside was ludicrous, how could I be afraid to face Shela now after the incredibly intimate night we had spent together? I vacillated back and forth so long that it had become too late to go to her. I tried to sleep, but the thoughts of Shela keep my eyes from closing. It wasn’t the sex I saw in her, it was the fragile nature of a woman that I found myself caring very deeply. My first fight was against some Vikings on the beach on Iona and I physically wet myself. The pee ran down my leg and I was frozen to the spot as a crowd of bloodthirsty Norse cam running right at me with their swords and battleaxes. I've made many lifelong friends, stood shoulder to shoulder with them in the face of our enemies and I miss them all very badly."The Colonel could see from Scott's face and the look in his eyes that he was telling the truth. He had experienced battle and knew what.