Eventucked back between my legs, and strapped down beneath panties andleggings, my cock was stiffening quickly. I giggled, nervously andinvoluntarily... I had a suicidal penis. My dick was excited about takingpills designed to stop me being a man.I picked them up, removing a dose from each package, and realized I wasdoing it with my fuchsia painted fingers. That was a mistake. Seeing myhands as a girl's hands, holding the chemicals that will make me fill outthis bra. I shouldn't. This. The door was opened by "a ex" of mine, Janice, which I found verysurprising, as she was one of my "one nighters", body of a goddess, faceof a ghoul, I must admit I treated her very badly, indeed, insulting onemight say, so I was very surprised to be greeted by her as a long lostfriend may have been.I was introduced to the lady of the house, Diana, who was really reallygorgeous, what a body etc, I must work my magic on this one I thought.Inoticed a couple of other women who I knew, but no alarm. His friends snickered. “These are the guys. Guys, Bobbie.”“Hi all!” I said, cheerful as can be. I gave them all hugs. They were studs, but none of them had that aura that Joe had. I couldn’t explain it.I offered them some tea, which they declined. I was a little disappointed. I think they were health freaks or something because they didn’t want my cookies either. The guys moved a few boxes in then said their goodbyes. Joe and I sat at the kitchen table.He was reclined, his legs outstretched,. " No one replied to that remark, an awkward silence followed it for a moment.I don't remember what we were watching at first because I was noticing K give his wife a leg massage higher and higher towards her crotch. C and I sat together on a love seat next to the couch the massage was happening on, supposedly watching the TV.He had pushed her dress up so high as he massaged her legs I noticed her panties were exposed. She soon said, "I am going to head to bed."I thought he would follow her for.