No. Ring on a pension I don,t go and buy pushy and I just can t bring myself to have an affair though it would certainly solve my frustrations. Sarah ...as been with me forty nine years now so at least deserves my companionship and I doubt she d tolerate my affairs any way. Viewing porn I find helps relieve my tensions and though the Internet Ain,t cheap it,s still cheaper than paying for sex(only ever paid for pussy in Saigon in 1964, a pack of cigarettes for all night continuous sex). Don,t. Sometimes, I would participate in orgies with other White women who craved Black men as much as I did. And these were the types of women no one would suspect of having such base desires. The wives of doctors, lawyers, businessmen and so on. Women who were corporate executives, scientists, lawyers, and other hard-working and highly educated professionals. Yet all of us craved the almighty Black cock. Simply couldn't live without it.Well, once upon a time a Black man I loved and left my husband. For those who are curious, we stayed at the Milford plaza (270 W 45th St # 1, New York, NY 10036)Once there, we each went to our own room where I found back the guys, I had a hard time explaining that nothing happen and that we were only friends!We were still only friends? Is that what I wanted, do I love her? Do I want her?During the dinner, we were separate by old buddies that sat between us, so I had plenty of time to think about what I really wanted to do…After dinner we went for a walk in. “hold your nipples out for me “ she cupped both with her dark nipples protruding and I started, spanking her nipple with the ruler I had gone to the filing cabinet for, a proper old school wooden one, stiff and firm, she was surprised but moaned as I did it “I think 10 would be enough for disobeying a direct question” I then moved the ruler down to run it up the length of her pussy seeing her squirm with delight, she was struggling to stand still and not break free, I knew she was desperate to.