I am very confused by my emotional state. It is like an addiction. I understand it is wrong and not physically or mentally healthy but I want to do it... I feel blood rushing to my nipples and vagina as I dress for my noon appointment.I will wear jeans and a sweatshirt but underneath a sexy bra and panty matching set. I feel sexy inside and like the way that makes me feel. They know they have turned me into something I wasn’t and what scares me the most is thinking what I am going to become.I. I realized that something was fishy but there was nothing I could have done one day when my parents were not at home it was about 11.30 I was taking a bath and the moment I was about to come out of the bathroom I heard the door bell something in my mind told me that it was the boy again so I decided not to open the door until I am dressed up properly but then there was knock at door again, it seemed that whoever it was, he was in real hurry I thought what if it was not the boy and someone. Hearing a tap onthe door, I felt my heart racing - I knew it was my childhood friend.He spoke through the door, "You worked too hard for this, Kris. You cando it." His support for me was unwavering.Swallowing hard, I took a step toward the door - a speaker was playingmusic overhead, it was a tune that seemed all too familiar - today!She was afraid to come out of the locker,She was as nervous as she could beShe was afraid to come out of the locker,She was afraid that somebody would see.One, two,. She left her shirt up and continued to play with her tits and nipples as I jerked off. After 10 to 15 minutes of us talking and me jacking, I really couldn't take it anymore. When I first arrived she said I could cum whenever I wanted, but I wanted to give her a little bit more of a show than to just blow my load right away.. plus it was fun to talk dirty to each other. But at this time I just said I really need to cum. She was excited to see what I would do for her and was very encouraging.