But not too soon for a cuddle, for God's sake!Eventually, I, too, drifted off to sleep.When I woke up, the room was still very dark, and the digital c...ock next to me said, in big red letters, "4:07". We'd been asleep for around three hours. I had to pee. I got out of the bed and groped my way across the dark room to the memory of where the door was. There was a night light in the hallway, and I found my way to the bathroom easily enough.I peed -- the last, I hoped, of the two beers we'd shared. After his whipping he would accompany her to the Equestrian Centre, where a select group of ladies would be in attendance, in preparation for their imminent membership of the Golf Club; membership of the Equestrian Centre was thrown in free, and the select ladies were as eager to attend there as at the golf club, the select ladies being those who had expressed a special interest in the canine activity. After twelve lashes Miles was already begging for mercy, though by the same token was close. With that said, she took her clothing down to expose her bare butt, and waited for her punishment to begin. I picked up the bath brush and brought it to her waiting butt. I rested it against her to give her some warning of the spanking. I begain with some lighter swats, followed by much harder one until I was lifting her off her feet. She was to recieve about 15 or so before I lifted her up and gave her a big hug. There was almost two weeks before there would be a RED bottom in our house. Big. “You could have kept her as your backup plan, stringing her along for ... well ... for years. But you didn’t. You broke her heart. You set her free.”I shook my head. “And I feel like a complete asshole for doing it.”Dawn nodded. “I know the feeling, but it CAN get better. I’ve got living proof.”“Living proof?”Dawn gestured with her head toward the house. “I did the same thing to Nick last year, and look where we are now.”Inhaling deeply, I thought about that. And as I exhaled slowly, some of.