That night as we cuddled in front of the television, I allowed myselfto consider what this burgeoning relationship with Pamela meant.Girls always seem...d off limits to me because I knew that inside, I wasone as well and I wouldn't allow myself to engage in the stereotypicalmale behavior of chasing girls. It was easy for me since I wasattracted to boys. I just thought that people might be able to takeme more seriously as a woman if I was only into men.If Nanny Inc had taught me anything though,. ............" I said in my very best Sgt. Schultz impersonation. Hogan's Heroes was one of my favorite old shows. I looked at my watch and realized I only had a couple of hours to get things all set up for my 'date' tonight, so I hurried into the house, locking the door behind me, and headed straight to the bedroom where I stripped off my sweaty clothing and went to the shower, where I stood under the hottest water I could stand before washing my body. I shampooed my hair and shaved again,. I love them, I love Daddy and I love Julie and I’m going to love my new brother or sister. I want to go home! Take me home! Take me home! Take me home to Daddy!’ Micha screamed at her mother. ‘How much further?’ Melissa screamed at Roger. ‘I don’t know how much more of this I can stand.’ ‘Another five minutes, it’s just the other side of that ridge ahead.’ He tried to sound as calm as possible, but running through his mind was ‘how did I ever let her talk me into this and how can I get myself. He had wearing that black suit jacket his Judith had given him for his last birthday. When Roger got nervous he sweated, and then the suit jackets always came off. Norma eased the door open, then stood up and moved toward the door. She descended the stairs slowly, trying no to start at the light pink slip Roger’s left hand. Shit no… This can’t be happening to me, not now, was all she could think. Maya’s check-up was coming up soon. If she didn’t have her regular salary, then she wouldn’t be.