He let me see how he fucked you in that machine. It hurt me to see that. I wanted to kill him. I tried...really tried to come out, but once he fucked ...ou, it was like I was banished,” he continued. Kari turned in his arms to face him. Not saying a word, she ran her hand down the side of his face. He covered her hand with his own. “You look so much like her. I loved Emily, really I did. She was my life, but I would have gladly given her up for peace. I never wanted to hurt Beau,” he mused, “I. She was moving too much to get inside her so I struck her again and used my hand to guide it in. I held it just inside the opening of her sheath, not moving, just letting her feel my cock inside her. I looked into Carla's eyes, kissed her tenderly on the mouth and then sank into her in one strong surge. I felt her whole body tense with the pain of her hymen breaking, and felt incredible heat washing over my cock. Deep inside her body, I held still again, and after a moment, I started to thrust.. Each little note spoke of how beautiful her secret admirer thought she was, but there was still no identification. One day in addition to the comparison of the roses beauty to that of Amy’s, there was an email address, ti_amo_molto at some anonymous email service. Her roommate, Val thought she should write to him. Val thought this was all very exciting that Amy obviously had a secret admirer, she was unconcerned that Amy thought it might be a stalker. The arrival of the email address made her. He had also been secretly crossdressing since then too. So when put into the situation of voluntarily allowing himself to become a prison “turnout,” he had considered it the lesser of two evils, to acquiesce. Having to publicly display himself as another man’s bitch was extremely humiliating initially, but considering the milieu and the relative anonymity - no one knew him in prison - it wasn’t so bad, and - within a very short time, he began to actually see his worth - his value - as a female.