And then I was ready, rewarding his latest finger entry by reaching under the pillow and sliding out a tube of KY. I've read, maybe just heard, that a... experienced whore can take it up the ass almost without even feeling it. That first night, such a prospect was inconceivable. When I'd felt my lover's one lousy finger pronging my back door, felt the discomfort of something that didn't belong, I knew that his much fatter cock would hurt like a son of a bitch. And yet I was ready to submit that. The rest of my body was not much better; I walked like an old woman and it pained me to breathe deeply and I didn't dare laugh but in many ways I was glad to get back. At least I was able to see my parents for the first time since I came here. The hospital had informed them as my next of kin and they drove all the way across the country to see me. I couldn't tell them much about life at the school but I assured them that my attack was just an isolated incident of a member of staff going. Your still shaking a little as I kiss your stomach, breasts, nipples then move up to kiss you long and hard as I wrap my arms around your beautiful body. You lock your lips with mine as you taste your sweetness, moving your tongue around, you can’t get enough of it. We lay there for a moment while you relax again. You turn me over onto my back and you kiss my chest running your hands over and down my arms. You come up to kiss me, looking passionately into my eyes you kiss me hard moving down. But not too often. i even stole lube from a grocery store i worked at and stuck markers up my butt :) in these tender young years i did fantasize about being with a shemale or even being a shemale. eventually i grew out of most of it, except for watching shemale porn. or the occasional gay porn.i dont have very much time to figure this out. and i have to be to school in an hour now... well its friday and i have a weekend to start! after school i got on the internet and surfed all about.