I gently pulled her off of my cock and moved her over to the bed so I could return the favor. After she sat down, I kissed her softly on the lips for ... few seconds, then moved to her jaw, and then her neck. I kissed her on the side of her neck and began lightly sucking, knowing that she approved of what I was doing from her quick, erratic breathing. While doing this, I had run my hands down her neck and to her breasts and was caressing their soft flesh and occasionally tweaking her nipples. I. THURSDAY, DECEMBER 27, 1990I had more time to process my thoughts, my emotions. I felt darker by the moment. I knew in the pit of my stomach that it was my fault. I hadn’t done enough to let her know I wasn’t going to leave her, and she’d taken her own life rather than get dumped. It was the dread gnawing at my insides all night. Sure, I had slept some. Sleep was my time of peace. Mel’s death had not yet entered my dream time. Only when awake was that nightmare real.Our phone had rang many. I looked down into the glass. It looked disgusting. Deciding I would be strong, I lifted the cup to my lips and drank it all down. It was just some sort of banana juice with a bitter aftertaste. Theyd tried to scare me off with the look of it. I laughed. That wasnt so bad. Good! Now, lie down on the couch over there, Poppy told me. An alarm bell went off in my head. Why? Whats going to happen? The girls seemed to buzz with excitement. So did my head. I felt rather dizzy all of a sudden. The. This went on for more than an hour...over the course of the hour we both got completely naked...she confessed details of her sex life from the time she first discovered the pleasure she could get from her genitals....I told her about all my masturbation fantasies...We un hurriedly pleasured ourselves...she was dripping female wetness from her pussy...I was very stiff still and wetting the floor with my precum.We silently agreed to continue masturbating looking into each other’s eyes while.