I have been semi-retired for a couple of months now. Wife still goes to work Monday through Friday. So I usually walk outside and take the mail from h...m. Normal greetings and pleasantries.I have also been really spending a lot of time riding my dildos while alone during the day. Started playing in the Squirt.org cam rooms and recording some of my playtime. Have been getting bigger and bigger toys as the months progressed.So, yesterday I walk out to get the mail when I see his truck pull up;. No games, just relaxation and enjoyment anytime I was with her. She seemed interested in me. Although I was 20, I was still a virgin. I had made it to second base a couple of times but since I didn't really fit in high school I mainly just drifted through and kept to myself. Basically I hated high school. Then I went off to college. Freshman year, nothing. Sophomore year, I met this very pretty girl and we dated for a few months until she dumped and crushed me. After that I struggled to finish. Shhh I hear a women say someone I didn’t know then I feel a hand on my chest gently pushing me on the bed “I’m going to take your pain away if you will let me” curios I asked how “With a gentle rub on your legs nothing to worry about” why not I thought and said ok she asked I take off my pants as she needs to rub my skin. She unbuttoned my pants and took them down to my shins slowly she started rubbing my legs I could see a silhouette from the light coming in from the window her hands felt good. Nobody would have guessed that underneath my pathetic exterior was the finest French lingerie imaginable which my sister Claudia received "gratis" from her many contacts in the women's wear community. I could feel the soft silk material gently touching my private parts like the summer brush of a lover's caress warning of things to come. It managed to keep me constantly on edge because I certainly was not getting any action from my male co-workers or my disinterested male friends of my "less.