Was incredible. I loved every second of it and it was something ... something I always dreamed of but," He hesitated for a moment looking deeply into ...y eyes."Who was it?" He finally whispered.I took a deep breath, the question was inevitably coming, I knew that but now that it was out in the open I hesitated. I wanted to tell him, as dangerous and stupid as it was I wanted to tell him. Part of me was tired of hiding the obvious truth but another part of me was ... was excitedly anticipating. I figured that at least I'd get to hang out with my sister and some of my friends from high school. My first day home was a real scorcher, so my family decided to go for a swim. We have a big inground pool and hot tub in our nicely landscaped backyard. I figured it wasn't the beach, but it would do. Since I moved out, my sister took over my former bedroom, keeping a dresser with a few of my things in it. Since that included my bathing suit, I knocked on her door, "Anna, can I come in and get my. Looking at Susan he saw that she was flushed with masturbating and had opened her legs almost wordlessly inviting Mike to take her virginity.‘Susan come here’ Mike ordered, blushing hotly Susan moved to the bottom of the bed and started to position herself as she had seen Anna do, stopping her Mike told her ‘no on your back young lady’. Susan lay on the bed and moved down so her feet were on the floor and her arse was almost hanging off the bed... Mike slowly got down and pushed Susan’s legs. The only thing I was permitted to do education wise was to read. He selected what I read and it was either stories of bondage and slavery or pornography of women degraded and submitting to men. As the years passed I began to believe more and more that my life with him was typical and that other girls were doing the same things I was doing. I had little understanding how wrong most of it was and still struggle to understand how wrong it was. One of the biggest changes in my life was when he.