I eyed his body, drinking him in. There were so many details I hadn’t noticed before. The hint of muscles on his abs. Just how thick and strong his ...rms were. The heavy girthiness of his cock and balls swinging between his thighs. Any ambivalence I had felt was long gone. If this were temporary, I’d make the best of it. If it were permanent, I might as well get used to it now. Either way, the optimal course of action was to let Erik eat me out however much he wanted and maybe a few more times. It was only a few strokes later that I felt my hand covered in his cum and soon followed suit. I gave him a nice handful to use jacking me off some more. We relaxed, he sat on the beach naked and I sat back in my chair. He said to close my eyes and relax and he would do the rest. I did and soon I felt a mouth on my cock. It felt wonderful but there was no hint of beard so I opened my eyes and saw him sitting to the side as a woman sucked my cock back to hardness. She stopped and looked me in. He'd asked the doctors about it but got shrugs for answers. The stroke had left her paralyzed but not without feelings, he often told himself."I'm just thankful that I can still lift her."Indeed, it was fortunate, because if he could not lift her he would have to put her in a nursing home where others could do it for him."That would just kill her, going into one of those places."At other times he wondered if she really wished to cling to a life that was so meager. He lived with the cruel. This isn’t work time. It’s time when I go off and think about things – my partner, my life, my work, my direction, and my lifestyle – the whole package I am and am becoming. I honor that time for others as well.“I expect my mate and I to be highly communicative and very open with each other. The only secrets we should ever have are small ones about some gift for a special occasion or a surprise party. Any of the big stuff should never be a surprise. We should talk about the important things.