They tried desperately to appear hard, hip and intimidating but actually only managed to look so young I wondered what they were doing out that late...at night. They sat down on the opposite side of the room and gave me the eye. If I say so myself I am attractive and despite the cold was showing a great deal of my suspender & stocking clad legs. There eyes swept up and down me and eventually zeroed on my groin. They couldn’t keep there eyes of me which was a little puzzling until I. I have to use it any time I’m here and since I’m never allowed to stand, I’m always sitting on that cold porcelain rim.As I began to get my clothes ready it occurred to me Master had called my father in law Dan. Could it be that Master already knows him? And they’re on a first name basis? How long had Beth’s father known about me? I began to fear what this weekend would bring.I stood in front of the dingy full length mirror and changed into my work clothes. This consisted of a ridiculous French. And soon.On Sunday morning, I called Karin and Sofia and had my usual conversations, then called Tina Hoff and had a heart-to-heart talk with her. In the end, she let me off the hook fairly easily.“It was a dream, Steve,” Tina said, her voice gentle. “I never counted on it like Karin did. And from what you just told me, you are going to have the same conversation with her, though I agree you have to do it face to face. We’ve written so much and talked so much on the phone that I’m OK with doing. I know that hurts. That's how Phil and I ended. I can't say that I'm surprised. I warned her that might happen if she kept it up." Kept it up?" Seeing other men." Other men? As in more than one?" Three that I know about and I guess that I was responsible for one of them." You were responsible?" In a way." You know you are going to have to tell me about it now that you brought it up." All right, but first you have to understand that I didn't deliberately set out to do what happened. When Helen.