And how bad can that be? Stephen loved me and I loved him. We'd be there for each other the whole way. I was actually starting to look forward to this...trek into the unknown.A journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step, so the saying goes, and that was the answer I was looking for. Just take small steps and eventually you'll land at your destination.When I arrived home, dad was mowing the front yard. I smiled when I saw him, but then quickly frowned. If he was doing the front yard,. I Charan (name changed ) 23 years and my cousin sister Shruthi ( name changed ) 22 years stayed together for almost our teenage life since my family was a little orthodox and united, it was almost like a joint family and we stayed in different floors of the same building and we stayed in a city which is know for the greenary and weather, now its called the silicon city more than the garden city (Bangalore).My first feeling to my sister started at the age of 8 when I saw a movie named blue. "Nothing really. It's just that it has been a very difficult decision for me. I know that you know I love you with all my heart." Yes I do." You also know that I am a highly sexual person and that I have had a variety of lovers over the years. I am agreeing to give them up but I want you to understand that this is very difficult for me," Jenny said taking Jim's hand in hers."I know that," Jim said quietly."I guess I am saying that this will be a trial; not for you but for me," Jenny said. I had never come across a gay before. As he started massage, his hands were good & he was really good. During massage my hands were on side & he touched his crotch many times as if it is normal. After sometime I said Venu why don’t you take off your trouser & shirt so you can be free. He was just waiting to get of it so quickly got naked. First time in my life I was seeing a male penis so closely other than mine. He was just too small.I asked can I touch it he agreed & I took it in my hand I.