Then she started to struggle. The cuffs were next, and I had to turn her round to face the wall before I could twist her arm up her back to snap the ...irst one onto her wrist.Again, I leant forward and whispered in her ear.“If you keep struggling, someone’s gonna hear. And that will be two bodies left rotting in a library…”Her struggling subdued, but I could hear that she was having trouble with the gag, and her moans were now more upset than angry. It sounded like she was gagging on her. I considered my options and contemplated while Iviewed myself in the mirror. I did not see a man, I saw a woman and Irealized a truth that I could not avoid, I appeared to be better lookingas a woman and I liked that I did, I wanted that reflection, therepresentation to be the way I would be seen: I wanted to be a womanfrom now on! I returned to the other girls at the table knowing thatwhat I was about to say would forever change my representation of mypersona from masculinity to femininity. "Lando didn't say another word, and Leia sat there in silence for a few minutes, mentally going over Luke's far-fetched rescue plan. Originally, her job was simple -- free Han, and if possible get him out of the palace. But that didn't work, so now they had to go with Luke's even crazier backup plan.Disguised as one of many palace guards and going by the alias "Tamtel Skreej", Lando was the key person in Luke's plan. As Luke's eyes and ears inside the palace, Lando would pull all the strings. When ten minutes, which felt like a lifetime, went by, he headed up to hisparents room and went straight to his mom's dresser. He knew exactlywhich drawer to open, and quickly he took a bra and a pair of panties fromthe bottom of the pile. He would have liked to take a skirt and blouse,but he was too afraid to take these. A skirt or blouse would be missed muchmore readily then a single pair of panties. The bra was more dangerous,because his Mom did not have as many of them, but she did.