Mike went back in the house to get the last of his things.I heard him come out of the house. I turned around and saw him carrying his 42 inch flat scr...en TV.“Where are you going to put the TV?” I heard his father ask.“I don’t know, but I don’t want to leave it. Maybe we can move some stuff around in the back seat.”I looked in the back seat. “I don’t think so, son.” Mike looked in the car. “We can put it in the middle of the front seat.”“Ok, college man,” I said. “Then where is your mom going to. She smiled and gave me the thumbs up. I was in raptures. I stood there transfixed, luxuriating in her attention, speechless, thrilled, nervous, feeling extremely vulnerable. Would she scream? Would she call for an attendant? Would she hurry away? In time, still facing her, only two strides away, I took the shirt off, replacing it slowly with another. I mouthed "which one?", pointing to the shirt I was wearing, and then the previous one. I was conscious of my rigid erection, pointing up above. I would go to clubs and discos and checkout guys and look for boyfriends but every time I got turned down and even beaten in a few cases when discovered I had a penis. Since I desperately needed love and wanted a boyfriend who would love me as a woman and I wasn’t able to find my prince I got depressed and started drinking. In those days my best friend Ayesha (name changed) helped me a lot to get over my depression.Slowly as time faded my depression level went down and my figure became more and. Iru mulaiyum velaiyaaga sexyaaga irunthathu, athil kai vaithu thadavi neenda mulai kaambai vaaiyil vaithu sappa aarambithen.Akka mulaiyil paal vanthathu, athai naan sirithum ethir parka villai. Paal suvaiyaaga irunthathaal, iru mulaiyilum vaai vaithu sappi paal kudithu konde irunthen.Pinbu nangu sappiyathum akka pentyai kayati kuthiyai kanbithaal, naan avalai parthen naku da chelam endru sonnal.Aanal avalin kuthyil mudi irunthathu, athai porut paduthaalamal velai kuthiyil vaai vaithu sappa.