.. hmmmmm…. I'm coming, I’m coming!” I screamed the gym down as my pussy imploded and my juices streamed over his cock, my vagina pounding with ...ulsating pleasure. My whole body was a mass of trembling orgasm. Laura was now seated on the bench, sucking the guy. His teeth were gritted, clearly close to coming. I looked up at my number one as number two pulled out and began to stroke himself. I was still getting my breath back and pulling myself together. I really wanted the guy’s cum, but I was. I wasn't equipped to be a survivor. As seemingly perfect as things were before, I'd already had inklings that I didn't know how to live, and so didn't know how to be a father - and, for that matter, a husband. My job, upon which I relied for validation, was dead-end, albeit wellpaying. Now, my parents gone, my wife gone, my children gone; what, really, was left?I applied for a leave-of-absence from my job. I set up an automated pay plan to have yard work done, so that the neighbours couldn't. I opened my eyes slightly, letting them adjust to the darkness around me. It can't be morning yet, I couldn't see any form of light except from the dim lamp outside.A sudden shift behind me alerted me to what had woken me. Christian was awake, moving around trying to get comfortable. The blankets had moved now so they no longer covered my naked body, and I realised that was what had initially woken me in the first place. I felt my nipples harden as the night breeze came in through the windows,. The first started around 6 pm. I was watching America's Got Talent on the television while eating my Chinese take-out when I felt a cold chill coming from upstairs. When I climbed the stairs, I could have sworn that I heard whispering. I checked the guest bedroom as well as the master and there were no open windows. I shrugged it off and went back down to enjoy my dinner.At 9 pm I retired to the master bedroom for the evening and began to change into my nightie when I noticed the old, gothic,.