Main raghav hu dilli ka rehne wala humeri phle ki kahanion ko padne k bad bht doston ne muje mail kiaye jankar k bht logon ko ye kahanian achi lagimai... khush huto ab meri 1 or kahani apke lie hazir ha2 sal phle ki bat hauska nam sonia hawo mere ghr rhne ayi thimere ghr k pas koi xam dene ayi thiwo hodi door ki cousin thior ye phli bar hi hum mile theisse phle kabi nai mile thewo mere room me mere sath soti thicz hmare ghr me zada room nai theor tb hmare ghr me ac nai thato rat ko hum coolr k. " No I'm not," she said shyly. "I think I'm pretty, but I'm not beautiful."I took the bottle of vodka from her and laid it on the dresser, hand in hand we walked over to the bed where I sat her down and knelt between her thighs."No, Tammy, no let me look at you first please."I shook my head."No, no way, you're far too gorgeous for me to wait. I'll wet my knickers if I don't get at you now." And very tenderly, I kissed the front of her panties.Just that one gentle kiss set her off. She moaned. . . . . I struggled against his hold then stop dead in my tracks as he hand caressed my outer thigh slightly then slowly moved to my inner thigh. *He couldnt. He wouldnt. Hes my best-friend. I trust him…* I thought as tears slowly weld in my eyes. I moved my head to the side and took a deep breath preparing myself to scream at the top of my lungs. His hand quickly covered my mouth and he whispered to me self, dont scream. Ill let go. Just dont scream I thought for a moment then nodded. But when it comes to school, I'm totally screwed, not because I don't try; unfortunately I'm not one of those kids who is dumb but cool doing it, I'm dumb just because I am. All of these thoughts are running through my head as I try and fall asleep. I groan as I look at my clock and see that it's already midnight. I went to sleep at 9, trying to get a good night's sleep for my first day, but just can't do it. Throughout the night, I keep finding my thoughts wandering back to what my life is.