Carla said, “OK spread your legs for me I have something that will help.” I did as she asked she squeezed some lube on her fingers and shoved two ...f them up inside my pussy. This shocked me a little as she moved them around inside spreading the lube. She pulled them out and then bent down and kissed me right on the lips and said, “Be careful.” I just nodded unsure of what all that meant. We were ready to resume the shoot as Carla gave her reset instructions. “Kat get back up on your hands and. My friends have a flat in K R Puram.I just called him and enquire about his availability and he told me that he will be off to work in Delhi at that period of time, So I was bit sad as I won’t be able to meet this old school friend, then he told me that he will there for first day when I will come to Bangalore and then on that night he has his flight.So he offered me that I can stay at his flat only for the whole week and while leaving the place I can give the keys to his uncle who also lives. Tsing's office, watching this parade of sorts, the palms of my hands were beginning to moisten. My body was beginning to tingle and it was getting more difficult to breathe. I guess this was stage fright creeping back into my mind and body. I had arrived early today hoping that it would give me time to undress, and relax in the classroom before the moment of truth. Everything had been going well until just this moment. I had changed into my robe and spoken for a few minutes with Mr. Tsing. Why then must he dictate limits on you?****I’m in trouble, uncertainty, and remorse at the same time. I fell in love with the wrong guy. What do I symbolize by describing him as ‘the wrong guy’? I am going to make that clear—plain simple as natural, fresh water without filth or mud when it is running in a long, raw stream. I wish all of this didn’t come about in the first place. If permitted solely one wish by God, I would turn down riches undreamed of; just to begin a neat and orderly page in.