I sat down and we all starting eating our food. Dinner conversation consisted mainly of small talk; mostly work and such. When we had all finished eat...ng, Jay excused herself to the bathroom. Mave went with her. When they sat back down they each looked at the other without saying anything for a long time. I must be pretty dense because it didn’t occur to me until after Jay started speaking that they had gone to discuss whether the threesome would happen.“We should talk about why we're here,”. It was all quite innocent at first, but as the wine and beer flowed, Pete gradually brought the conversation back round to swapping. Pete told us that both he and Lynette had discussed swapping and were both intrigued, but it was a case of finding the right couple to partner with. He then asked what our views were and to my surprise Debbie said that as long as you had a strong enough relationship she thought it was okay. This took me completely by surprise as the topic had never come up in. Why the hell couldn't she take the advice she'd just given Kyle and just get laid? Today at the beach three guys had come over to talk and flirt with her. All of them were cute and although one was a jerk the other two seemed nice and genuinely interested in talking with her. She knew she could be in bed right now with either of them. Instead she was posing for herself and getting all worked up for what her current sex life encompassed jilling off while watching porn.Julie turned away from the. Furthermore, despite Serena, I still had this feeling about messing up two officers' careers. However she had got me thinking and I slowly began to realise that our logical mind can rationalize anything when we are in mental pain. We're each the centre of our own universe and we want to take the one thread that connects us to some horrific event and construct a chain that puts us at fault for what has happened. There is just enough truth in that to make it seem logical. (Author's note. This.