"No - I can't do this" she cried as she got up and fled the room. In the bathroom she threw up into the toilet. Leaning against the sink she thought t... herself, "The question is no longer could you do it with another man, but will you?"The next night she had asked Tom if he really wanted to see her with another man. His face lit up like a child's on Christmas, "Of course I would." Wouldn't you be jealous?" Maybe a little, but the excitement would overpower it. Why?" I've been thinking about it. On the counter there wasn't a lot of room, so it would be unsafe to get too rough. He was gentle with me, and I put my hands on his head. I brought his face closer to mine, and kissed him once. I shed a few tears then, but not on purpose though.“What's wrong?” Matt inquired.“I just love you, and I never wanna lose you,” I replied.“You won't, Alyssa. I'll always be here for you, always,” Matt put on the record.“But whats happens when you meet someone else, you could get married, and what's gonna. . She was 19 and I was 21. To be truthful she’s way out of my league. I’m chubby just 6.2 inches and when we shared pics she called my dick tiny..But yeah things fell in place.. One day I had the courage to ask her point blank for a one day stand..And heavens she accepted ..I was flyingIt was my first with an indian diva. We decided to pitch the tent in her friends place, a apartment in guindy. We decided we’ll meet at 10 and I was there at 930 :pSo in my bag I had these things…Rum, wire rope,. As for personal safety, I installed a twelve foot high electric fence around my entire property as well as an electric gate in the front that ran on access I.D passes only owned by me and my partner, Austin. The technology was so high-tech that not even a credit card wrapped in a plastic bag could pass it. If someone were to touch the electric fence while it was on, they would most likely die. Many neighbors asked why I needed such a military grade fence and I always responded, "I work for a.