I moved on to other women here and there, but still longed for another try. I got my wish a few years back. Personal ads had begun to switch away fro... the free, anything-goes approach and had begun charging fees and limiting extreme stuff from their sites. I was looking for another partner or a couple, so I would still search the personals. I came across someone who had recently moved to the area from the Midwest and was just looking for friends. She stated she was happily married and just. I started babbling some excuse about needing to meet friends in Golden Gate Park and ran out of there, feeling confused and embarrassed and maybe a little dirty. But now I look back on it and think that if he hadn’t verbalized his question things might have been very different.Although I wouldn’t agree to it, I also wouldn’t have stopped him. If rather than asking, he had unbuttoned my pants and reached his rough hands in to grab my cock, I would have let him. He would have been free to pull my. I couldn't even tell who my own mother was.Tears of frustration pricked my eyes. The only thing I could be thankful for at this moment was that Mom and I hadn't moved into Frank's house! Then I really would have been in trouble.Someone bumped me and I fell into a corner. There were too many people and not enough damn faces. Some were out on the lawn, some in the back yard, every room in the house except for the bedrooms were filled with people. Friends, family, co-workers all gathered in. “Do it, Jillian and wear your heels with just your T-shirt and hose.”“OH GOD! I know what Aunt Denny was talking about. I wish Jason could take lessons in masculinity from you. I love the way you told Kay and Aunt Denny how to undress and I just had to see if you’d tell me to undress the same.”“Lose the panties too if you want to be daring, Jillian. You’re a virgin and about to be married but you almost got that tight little virgin pussy fucked a few minutes ago.”“Don’t think for one damn.